Okay, so for anyone who has been checking this - if you haven't given up hope that I will ever post again - lol....My ISP hasn't been letting me on here, so I've been checking blogs every once in a while from campus - and I'm not in the library that often to do that - actually, I'm not in the library that often at all... ;) Anhow, I'm not going to write much today, because I have a LOT I need to write down, and I don't have much time right now - so I don't even want to get started. I will be calling my ISP as soon as I have a chance, but I have had so much work to do this week (I hate the last week of classes - not because I don't want the summer, but because absolutely EVERYTHING is due!)....anyhow, by next week things should be pretty much over (except of course, studying...*sigh*).
I do have a couple of things to say though, and here they are:
Sean, if you feel you can't talk to me for fear of bringing me down, I am SO sorry....please don't feel that way, I can't stand the thought of people not being able to confide in me because they're afraid it'll upset me. It won't. Okay, it will in the sense that I hate to see any of my friends hurting, but not in the sense that I don't want to hear it. Talk to me any time, I'll always be here. I couldn't have made it through the past few years without you, and I can't ever repay you enough, but if I can start by listening to you, I will.
Sarah, the same goes for you. It seems we're never online at the same time, and I haven't called you, which I should have. If you need me though, I am here, no matter what. I feel like I know so little about your life anymore, and I miss how things used to be. I will try to get down to see you this summer, I promise (I promise I'll try, I've learned to promise no further than that) - in the meantime, any time you want to drop me a line, feel free, even if I'm not around, I'll get back to you. I miss you.
Okay, so that's enough of the sappy stuff, I'm putting off writing yet another paper here, so I have to go, but I will try to get back on track with this - even if it means through the library (yech! - lol).